although I’m free, I don’t feel it
although I can go anywhere I want, I don’t move
afraid and stuck in life decisions
can’t let go my ‘bulletproof’.

if I do, then I am sure
that I’ll be shot at once
afraid to live I move no inch
pleasing till my life is done

or is it just a state of mind
a choice to make it work
a ‘no matter where you’re at right now
life is the same old cirque’

I need to stop this thinking
and need to ‘do’ right now
or I’ll be stuck my whole life trough
But please…

… somebody tell me how.